Things are tough for me right now, so please forgive me for being very scant on the posts. I have a lot I would like to say but right now I am terribly upset about issues going on with some friends of mine. I keep wanting to post about the garden and the goats and the horses and such but every time i try I just break down.
I am FINE, nothing is going wrong with ME. I am just way too emotionally involved in the dissolution of the marriage of the people who were, IMO, my two best friends. Because no matter what happens at this point I have lost at least one of them as a friend, and seeing the hurt going on between them is making me physically ill. I've been spending less time online, more time with my nose stuck in a book to just avoid thinking about it all.
A dear friend of mine once said, "It's really exhausting being there for your friends when they are hurting." This friend said that while being there for ME while *I* was going through MY divorce. It's the same friend who is now going through it themselves and they were right.